FW: our fairytale

"after the scrapbook, i need another project:
http://berngrace.blogspot.com

beware, there is music, if u intend to open it in office :)"

was busy clearing some of my cm's instruction when this email came....I click on the link and...tears just welled up in my eyes... with "tong hua" as the music background and the blissful pic of bernard and grace.. it pains me to recollect the moment when i rec a call that he had left us.

as i browse through the entries of the blog, it reminds me of the excitment and smile of Grace.. as she shares with me the little things he had done for her.... little plans that they have..the love that they have for each other is simply written all over her face...

the NZ trip which they had soo much fun...a trip that had left many to envy....an adventure trip which not everyone is up to it... though its not a long r/ship...they had done soo much...creating milestones in their lives and making sure that they live each day to the fullest...making every moment in their life the most perfect one.

..its a tough time..a harsh reality that we are forced to accept..something that came too sudden but we have to move on.. rem when i saw her...all so pale..and lost..as i hug her to comfort her...she was not responding...its painful to see her like this but there is nothing that i can do. I will never know how she feels.....

Death had been such a taboo word...but now we bravely face this 5-letter word...Rick once asked me... what will happen if he leaves ? I jokingly said...its ok, the house will then be fully paid and i have no more worries...but do i really mean it?? No!! i know i will be lost..he's someone who came and changed my lives...with soo many things happening, we cherish each other more and make sure that each day is lived to the best that we can....Life is vunerable, we do not know what will happen next...to reach home safely each day is a blessing itself....

I spoke to Grace today and she told me that his frens did a scrapbook of him during sec to JC... she did one from his childhood to the magical moments they shared 2gether.. and IPB did a scrapbook of him as a staff/colleague... both of us wonder... if something happen to us...will ppl bother to do the same?? to put 2gether their thoughts and record the memories??? we really do not know....but through this..it shows that he had been a great friend, pal and fiance...know that you are in a better place now....take care....